To get straight to the point...I'm really shy. I'm shy when meeting new friends, meeting family members I've met only a few times in my life, and towards my girlfriend, who I'm happy to say that we've been together for 7 months. It's been great being with her. Anyway, ever since I was taken out of public school in 2001 and put in homeschool, I've been unknowingly becoming shyer and shyer over the years. And now it's so bad I can barely talk to my girlfriend when we are at work together. BUT...I think I'm slowly, but surely coming out of it. The last time I talked to her on the phone, it seemed as though I wasn't desperately trying to hang up before I exploded with trying to figure out what to say next. It seemed as though it wasn't as stressful as it use to be. You should know that everytime I called her before that specific time, I always ended the conversation short. But this last time, I lasted long enough for her to go. So, it may not seem like it to you, but this is pretty huge for me. Hopefully, my shyness will leave me forever and I can get on with my life.
Also, this month may be slightly good, despite something that happened last year this month. Both of my best friends finally got back in touch with me. We're now talking again and I couldn't be more happy.
Until next post...peace out.
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