Anneliese Van Der Pol - Over It

Today (August 10) is a sad day

Well, it's official. I can't believe I'm saying it, but Kristal and I are no longer...together. Actually, we came to an agreement that we were never officially together even though we told people we were. Anyway, we had, like, an hour long talk about our relationship, about the other girl, Celeste who likes me, and some other stuff. Truth is I do like this other girl and I like Kristal. Before today, I wasn't sure what to feel after hearing someone actually liked me. But, now my break up with Kristal hurts a lot. I think I've come to realize that I unknowingly started to actually love her. I didn't tell her that though, but it doesn't matter anyway. She's not ready for a relationship. She works two jobs and is pretty much busy all the time which means no time with me. She told me she DOES like me back and care about me, she's just too busy right now.

Before our conversation ended, I asked her if she thinks we could be together in the future. She thinks we could possibly have a chance. So, I guess I will have to wait and see what happens.

p.s. This really sucks for me since I love Kristal more than I like Celeste.

Just Great

Yeah. Not really. Apparently, there is a co-worker that is crushin' on me. She's pretty cute, but the bad thing is...I already have a girlfriend. I like her and care for her a lot, but something inside me has been wondering how she felt about our relationship. We haven't really talked. I'm sure that's my fault. I have been trying to come out of my shyness and just talk to her. The thing is that she is little busy. Actually, a lot busy. She works two jobs. Honestly, I'm not sure if she really cares if she's with someone right now. I think that maybe she is just focusing on work and not much of anything else. Did I mention she works A LOT?

Anyway, I apparently have a lot to think about. My girlfriend or the other girl. Did I mention I hate deciding things like this? It sucks. Especially since my girlfriend is the first one I've ever had, so I'm not use to making decisions like this. Anyway, here is my friend, Haylee's latest post on her blog.

http://maximumridediscuss.blogspot.com/2010/08/fangfangfang.html

Check it out!!!

Maximum Ride? Discuss Here!: Welcome!

Maximum Ride? Discuss Here!: Welcome!: "Welcome, anybody and everybody who is visiting! I would like to inform you that this website is made for any Maximum Ride junkies.

I thought I'd post this for my friend Haylee to help promote her new blog about the 'Maximum Ride' series. MR = Awesome!!! So, check it out. I know I will.

New Things in August

Seems like yesterday it was December 31, 2009. Now it's August 1, 2010. Time moves fast when you don't want it to. Anyway, I know I mentioned something about posting some stories on here and don't worry it's coming. I'm working on one right now called Destiny: An EVE Fiction. It's about a guy who goes on a mission to find what happened to a ship that was sent out 7 months ago. He takes a Chimera class carrier and sets off on his mission. It sounds like the movie "Sunshine" but trust me it's not. Once you read it, you'll see. It's going to have quite a few good action scenes in it too. If you play, have played, or just read up on some stuff about EVE Online, then you'll know some of the names I use in the story. Like Nyx or fighters and fighter bombers. Anyway. the story is coming. You should be prepared now. BTW, my new thing called "Friday Fiction" will start with this story too.