Well, it's official. I can't believe I'm saying it, but Kristal and I are no longer...together. Actually, we came to an agreement that we were never officially together even though we told people we were. Anyway, we had, like, an hour long talk about our relationship, about the other girl, Celeste who likes me, and some other stuff. Truth is I do like this other girl and I like Kristal. Before today, I wasn't sure what to feel after hearing someone actually liked me. But, now my break up with Kristal hurts a lot. I think I've come to realize that I unknowingly started to actually love her. I didn't tell her that though, but it doesn't matter anyway. She's not ready for a relationship. She works two jobs and is pretty much busy all the time which means no time with me. She told me she DOES like me back and care about me, she's just too busy right now.
Before our conversation ended, I asked her if she thinks we could be together in the future. She thinks we could possibly have a chance. So, I guess I will have to wait and see what happens.
p.s. This really sucks for me since I love Kristal more than I like Celeste.

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